From the recording Next Level
Lyrics
Hook
You took my pain away
Each day you'd help see me through
Now all that's changed
My pain is only caused by you
Vindictive
Somehow more addictive than any drug
Forbidden Love
Vindictive
Somehow more addictive than any drug
Forbidden Love
Verse 1
Back track
To where it all started at
My dad
Is a joke but I never laugh
Car crash
Reason for the medivac
Hate that
My mothers never coming back
Deprived
A normal fuckin childs life
Denied
A father and a mother I
Defied
Everything they said I'd Be
Despite
Everybody always leaving me
I find
I'm fine
Inside If I get high
Get by
But I
Bet Ive
Bargained with borrowed time
Realize
Your lies
Brought nothin but my demise
You caught me by surprise
And I
Just cannot fathom why
I been addicted to you
I been addicted to you
I been addicted to you
Fucked up my life
But now all that is through
I been addicted to you
I been addicted to you
I been addicted to you
Fucked up my life
But now all that is through
Hook
Verse 2
I fight
With demons every day and night
I find
I'm never gonna win if I
Keep up
Runnin back to the drugs
Because
They never fill this void of love
Bout time
Find something new for my
Downtime
Pour it all in to rhymes
Maybe
Others that are suffering
Facing
The same demons that I see
Will find
Some light
Find reasons to hang tight
The roads
Narrow
Just know theres always hope
One plan
Im done and
Take matters in my own hands
The other
I suffer
And die just like my mother
I been addicted to you
I been addicted to you
I been addicted to you
No longer your slave
Or indebted we're through
I been addicted to you
I been addicted to you
I been addicted to you
No longer your slave
Or indebted we're through
Hook